Senin, 07 Juni 2010

If Only

If only, my life is not different with other people, maybe i have been married now. Because i have a certain job, i have a clear schedule and i have more than enaugh to make a convince from other people that i can responsible.

Not just about it, i think (maybe right, also maybe wrong), i have been come into environtment that make me so spoiled and lazy... .Oh, i dont know, or, may be more true that i say it, i failed build the environtment that the season is opponent of two above.

I just see some friend, that they have a certain job, a suitable soulmate. Whereas I?

I'm so childist, I'm so weak. Way? What happen in all of this? Is may way wrong? And i must leave motivation way? Ah, i 'm not sure this is the solutuion.... clearly, when i can maried? when i can be a fully mature? Remind me if my way is wrong, please..

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